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only fools rush in but i..
stupid stupid pigeons.
just as i got ready to go out from home a pigeon flew in the next room, hit the fan and dropped down bleeding and it died.
it was moving slightly and i stepped forward, saw blood coming out, then it went still.
i knew this pigeon, it was a frequent visitor, and didnt like it really, used to shoo it away, make faces at it, try to scare it away. just the last day it was on the window pane and i was like boo! it didnt budge, kept staring at me instead. was so close, could've touched it or shook hands with it. it was so intimidating that i acted like my intention was not to shoo it away. ha!
and now he/she is dead.
it's so strange that this reminds me how i mess with other people's minds so much and only after they are dead or gone, i realize how different i could have had been with them.
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